Hargreaves Oleksak was carrying sacks of wheat in the bakery Canada Bakery Company Ltd, employment where more has lasted performing seven months or a little more, his reputation as quarrelsome and explosive slowed opportunities ascent, it was part of fight clubs and training in the Bob’s Gym, he warned the owner of the premises, take out the weaklings, especially the featherweight –Little Fart – observing a stroke decomposed him, demanded to punish him.
– You do not own the place Fredy, also training others generates income, if you dislike it, get out! But first you cancel your expired quotas, crazy.
– Your manner drives me crazy.
– Little Fart is not gay, does the roof dance you?
– I review a great; I treated the chamullo by forbidding him the idiot because I made him eat his own shit.
– Do not I sticky with other customers Fredy or I will personally give you’re deserved, clear?
– I raise my arms, you bastard, don’t shoot an unarmed guy.
I hope five nights, then put a sack of flour in the boxer’s head and hit him five times in the abdomen, the echo of a drum would sound inaudible, feeling calm, taught him the claws indicating another place to train -Look cute child –
Fredy came late fitness, carefree time and dangers, as usual, stopped smoking four full packs a few blocks although the cardiologist warned him of the dangers he replied -quiet to touch my muscles… touch… hard as flint, my nothing I ruin, I annihilate, Ha Ha Ha, because I’m Hercules son of the bitch Hera and jerk Zeus so I echo thunder all the time for the year – against l to cabin telephone every night he put his foot confidently on the wall but when he stood in that corner, lately, the public telephone was ringing non-stop, tonight he got fed up, spat, said bad words and picked up the receiver.
– Who the fucks are you? You always fuck at the same fucking time!
– Hargreaves Oleksak Fredy…
– Ha, Ha, Ha is this a damn phone prank? Ah? I’ll find you and kick your marbles at your throat.
– I’d send him to wash his mouth but I’m afraid the bar of soap tastes like caramel…
– Professor Kelika Vegas? If I wanted to fuck you, I just had to ask, I was ugly on the face but with boobs suitable for licking…
– Good thing you remember Fredy, it makes me easier and more entertaining to shorten your hours in this world, liberation is approaching…
– Remember that? You fucking asshole – I jam the phone but it was impossible to get out, patio door, his knuckles bled from punching so much, trying with his head – tinted windows? What shit is this? –I try to call a friend in vain to get him out of there… her bag- I ‘m an idiot! He stayed outside, he was surprised he did not close the door of the cabin it was not so dark when he entered, he stretched his arms laughing then the phone rang again – what do you want baby?
– Don’t you dare hang up or I’ll finish this as fast as my rifle projectile…
– Uuh! Ha ha ha ha and what little pistol do you charge? It will be small like your cock.
– Look at your jacket… your right arm… -a huge red dot, a sniper- if you are interested I will tell you Fredy, sniper rifle M40A3, foreigner, with a range of a thousand meters but I’m not that far because I picked up your backpack – I turn and She wasn’t- you’ll never need her anymore, not in hell… do I have your attention? Good Guy…
– Mr. Ferole? This is overdoing it, you know. The hundred Canadians are not to kill you… I have half, do you want it? Come find her… we are friends… hey!
– I got ahead of the gangster; he would shoot you in the knee, Lolo Ferole, right? You must suffer, cries, useless art, humiliate yourself… you are a coward…
– The one who locked me tells me, ah? Well, how much do you want?
– It is late to pay your debts; it is never too late to cancel with your life.
– Uh! Mr. Philosopher, you reflect on those phrases sitting on the toilet…
– I have a better place, when you sent me to the hospital.
– Have you tried my fists? Come and I’ll show you a couple of defense moves.
– I’ll tell the world what kind of trash you are and where you should go.
– Leviathan? If you and I were born the same day… heh heh heh… What’s the point? Let’s smoke spliff’s together…
– Will you begging me for a pinch of nicotine to calm the pain, I’m sorry, you don’t take me seriously, that hurts my feelings deeply Fredy, don’t you feel sudden cold? – I look down and the floor was wet- let’s review the essential laws of physics, water and electricity…
– Ahhhhhhhhh! Aaaaahhhhh! Heeeeellpppppp! -His sturdy body was now a trembling sheet, about two hundred amps made his hard muscles a soft jelly show, he wanted to believe it was a nightmare but no, his brain kept thinking, he still analyzes everything and is aware of what is happening but with robotic mobility. The receiver danced from one side to the other by the cord, he grabbed it to stand up – come on… come on… stand up boy, stand up… –he could look outside but the pimp on the sidewalk was courting a driver, she couldn’t hear him I didn’t even see, Fredy thought he was dead- Marcos sells a powerful cocaine I’ll hit him with my steel fist, you bastard … deviant, open the door! Fags! – He held the receiver; he wondered if the stranger was still on the phone – are you there?
– Of course, I would not lose seconds of joy…
– What are we celebrating bastard?
– Do you recognize the scream? – He played the recording, since he was a baby, according to Fredy, he had not cried again, today the jet t ato r e broke – it is the evil born that gave birth to you, your sister’s whore and her close fiancée what is her name? Neila Yasmin Guerrero Molina, when they sliced their tongues, they screamed like this… just like you, a dirty bitch…
– No… no… no… wake up… wake up… –he hit himself on the nose, the heat of his blood strengthened him- hello? Do you hear me?
– Strong and clear.
– I do not care…
– I know Fredy, you only care about yourself and nothing else but you… ha ha ha…
– How long do I have to live?
– It’s four thirty in the morning, the shredder arrives at seven… about three hours if the service is punctual… incidentally, you have been wanting to go to the bathroom since you finished your weight routine, does that remind you of the past? I would enjoy resounding it from you…
– You are ta – ta – ta – tar – ta -mute Ra- Ra- nulfo Downs Zuccarelli -I hit the buttons with anger- I’m not upset Ra -Ra -Ranulfo, we were close colleagues unfortunately I lost your contact number at the prom…
– Hi! How are you? Do I speak without stuttering? Pall?
– That idiot will have cured you but you will still have your hump and your boyfriend is the other Notridam…
– I’m changed, Neila you know? Your girlfriend since high school didn’t recognize me, she has beautiful constellations on her buttocks and little mermaids on her nipples… sure friend… I had to earn her little by little, although she gave me the vase and I put my margarita in the first date, we ended up on the floor and I already told you the rest… but you haven’t changed anything, the same ninth section C abuser.
– Eat shit…
– Resist the urge to go to the toilet has consequences or otherwise if would force the natural process.
– Is everything because of that? Ha ha ha ha, men must endure pain without complaint uh! You signed up for one of those anti bullying groups, huh? And what? Maybe you called your mommy to change your diapers, no Ra- ra – ra – nul – fo you haven’t changed anything. I’m a bull, look… -he tried with the weight of his body to turn the cabin and get out of his legs, to no avail- well… now what’s next? You will satisfy your homosexual desires with me… are you looking for action? -He screamed- what will you gain from all this? Ah?
– At last a sensible question Fred, if you confess the aggression, it may be, forget the past and let you go free, it’s time to remember and my patience runs out…
A rarity, if he really hurt his family, the objective of revenge is for them to hate him, breaking all ties with him, instead staining his popularity is above the above – fuck you Ra- ra – ra – ra – nul – fo – he thought nothing could hurt him philosophically or psychologically.
– Abusers have someone who abuses them, what you did to me, you copied it from your stepfather… so I like to see you with swollen eyes from screaming… good progress… do you want to know what he thinks of you?
– No, I don’t want to, he didn’t mistreat me.
– Your mother has beautiful photographs with disturbing writings behind them… hey this… month 12 day 12 of nineteen hundred and seventy-three, little Fredy cruger poisoned the cats because he was bothered by the howls and fights on the roof, he rode somehow, he has ruined my calm, Armando yelled at him very loudly, you don’t see it’s a life! If you do that with an animal you will do it with a living being! Eh! They disguised you as a boxer! Your face looks like a bully, I admit, it says Thursday, October 26, 2:26 p.m., the psychologist said I shouldn’t take authority away from the father figure, I don’t know what’s wrong with him, he put a pillow on his face while in bed and I have to keep calm, when I want to… erase what he wrote, sorry Fredo… oh! Here you were a teenager, they found you taking drugs… talk about me… today he did something terrible to a high school classmate, he has escaped punishment, my daughter Julimar told me, he was so cruel that he came to sleep in my room, he does not want to come near To the bathroom or to wash or change clothes, he did not give me explanations, Armand and I have never put a finger on him, his behavior continues to disturb me, for receiving some screams or loud no you are crazy. Poor boy, I hope he recovers soon…
– What did the old man tell you?
– He told me to do the same to you that you did to me.
– You lie, you stinking liar!
– Look after you.
Armand White held a little flower that he started from the gate on his way there, he looked at the stars feeling sorry, he felt at a funeral -Bastardo get me out of here, let’s go free me- he always fought to win the approval of his false father because of each new mischief Fredy’s rotten insides were uncovered in pieces. Armando bent down and slid a dinosaur postcard whose message read… a morisqueta for a funny clown…
He complained copiously on his knees swinging back and forth on the floor, back and forth, repeating a mantra to himself – everything will be fine, everything will be fine Fredo, everything is fine – rewinding that day of school and what he did not seem so inhuman…
– Drop your pants or you think they will never put their finger up your tail Ra- ra – ra – ra – nul – fo, ha ha ha ha, in frog position, now soldier! – kicking him in the knees nail on the floor what do frogs sound?
– Quack, quack, quack!
– That’s a fucking duck, ha ha ha ha
– Do Fredy do it… he Cheer up Julimar –
– Teach him the difference between croaking and squawking sweetie – Neila encouraged –
– Shut up calf, I’ll teach you to neigh after the exit bell.
– Meow!
Lying in the hospital bed, his anguished mother pleaded with him in a low voice to reveal the perpetrator of the atrocious act of evil, she asked him muttering because they had sent her out of the room the previous times that she got upset, even so Ranulf refused to reveal the identity of the aggressor, the police came to collect the statements and initiate the complaint.
– Do you recognize the author of the young aggression, was he a classmate? Any known?
– Do-do-do-do-don’t remember… only see shadows… I do not remember what happened or how… I want to be alone… now I feeling fatigue and chills…
Among many side other effects, pain, abdominal pain, n to nausea, v or myth s, choking s, change in bowel habits and especially anxiety, nightmares, fear of seeing those faces jeering dotting threads of saliva to the laugh’s, dogs rabid.
– Doctor! -Call her mother-
– The computed tomography of the abdomen sheds drilling, radiography of chest also shows the presence of air in the abdominal cavity, the treatment requires approval, the best in these cases is trying to be little invasion, the colostomy be temporary, I assure you, he is a strong boy, despite the pain he has the determination to continue with the best smile, he reacts positively to antibiotics, in a few days he will be back home.
– Ranulf, son… I know you don’t want to tell me who hurt you… -the heartbeats on the monitor were shaking- keep calm… I won’t press you anymore, I want to tell you that those insults don’t even reach your toenail, all that It is false, you are a being of light and very, very, energetic, do you know what the specialist told me? That in a few days you will improve… I… I have decided to put a stop to abuse, you will receive private classes, no one will touch your hair… if in the future you want to kill that idiot, count on me…
Those imprecise intentional forgetfulness passed quickly, being satisfactory to contemplate the change of roles, the nemesis jumped from a car without brakes turning the direction around the ravine, it is not revenge it is a reckoning, it is not a reckoning is justice, an absurd matter when describing it, I had already forgotten the grievances but there was an internal breakdown making it impossible to reverse, no shredder would come at seven in the morning.
– Ranulf… Ranulf… How will I die? I did a test on my Smartphone and it came out charred, are you wrong?
– No, you’re not wrong.
– What will happen to me?
– Where I locked you up, is a giant incinerator, I don’t know to what degree you mummify yourself, your organs will dry up because of the voltage, so high, you will have reason to die, in spite of that, you will not be tormented.
– I have a few hours to live and you know a lot about me. What about you?
– Considerate Fredo? I can’t graduate, medicines and bills medical broke the family budget, you made me eat shit, at the foot of the letter that I screamed mercy, you’re a man of my word, I like. I’m a good electrician or so customers say.
– An electric chair huh! Ha, Ha, Ha, if you had accused me I would have ended up in the electric chair, great! You swapped it for the electric booth, huh? But I will not give you the pleasure, it will fit – he wrapped the cord of the phone around his neck and pulled him trying to drown, however, Ranulfo thought that alternative and made the retractable cable – I can’t… Why can’t I?
– If you hit nothing else, you will be able to undo and the cabin has less space than the prefabricated ones, the cable is retractable if I feel like it, I loosen it or loosen it.
– Do you want to hear regrets?
– They would be simulated, no, I want a confession… imagine you are in a church, the one you attended without fail on Sundays, your own harem of nuns, remember?
Ranulf left the notes that people write while talking, the graffiti and scratches made with keys and sharp objects written on the aluminum, Fredy began to read them…
– Gunther, know that I love you and wouldn’t leave you for anyone baby, ELH, will you be together yet?
– I don’t know…
– I’ll read another… if we can’t make our illusions come true at least let’s make our reality come true… long live the poets… I’ll tell you what you want to hear and if it doesn’t turn out to be hallucinated to have taken different failures accepting my electrifying last stage… that recess was Esteban, mouth from Donkey, Julimar, Neila, you and I… I found out the teachers left the institution early, Esteban was suspicious of the plot and left jackass, I saw you shy and my blood boiled why don’t you finish releasing the stuck farts of your brains? Ah? Ask, look you wanted to talk and I was sorry, hit the desk, I went to you and ask you to lie again Want to poop? Neither answered, trembled to Parkinson’s disease – diiiii diiiiii diiiiii – get off his pants and boxers animals, order, no donkey cooperabas Bemba is custom -ansiaba nicotine and played to have a cigarette imaginary- in position Ra ra – ra – ra – na, Ra- ra – ra – nul – fo, Neila if she has some tattoos on her buttocks, she squeezed them hard and it made me hard oh! You disobeyed bad boy, hit your knee with the broomstick, home run! After I spat it out I put it between your buttocks repeatedly, you started to evacuate there, Ra- ra – ra – nul – fo commit your shit, no you want poor Dorita to clean up this mess the woman suffers from arthritis in her hands, she sounded like songs on the radio, eat shit, eat shit, Ra- ra – ra – Ranulfo eats her shit and with pleasure yours, available at your nearest store… hours of laughter; We left when you started vomiting and you thought I would make you eat it, I am not that dirty dog, I would like to know where the donkey is.
– In charming town, Fred, do not turn around yet, not if you want a few seconds of truce, you will need them, your friend is out of his mind, too sick, he thinks you are a predator… you forgot to pay attention to my numerous pleas Mercy and mercy Fredy, you said your breath smells like excrement Ra- ra – ra – ra – nul – fo that time you exaggerated onomatopoeia you have a gift for that surprise! – Vaulting and Bobby or mouth of jar I turn to the panel nose cold aluminum- if you hear my advertising consoles… all Fred’s never say never… -¡ Ahhhhh! Heelp Bobby let me go! Ahhhhhh! Bad born – not that is too general and unoriginal… Fred, Fred, Fredo is not Alfredo’s pizzas, it is the right enema for the hole in your ass oh! Not bad huh? Fredo by the tail I sink it… not that already your friend maneuvers it… How is that voltage?
Vitality was diminishing, the route to trauma began without remedy because within him the string of victories was broken over the losers, the abuser had no records of brain diseases that somehow justified his conceited performance, he never thought of receiving penalties for their harmless tricks believed were not so severe or calculates the scars. The counterpart is judged harshly; a pardon filing the parody; if you are worth more than the aggressor, why lower your values to his level? or go on with your life and you’re going to graduate and you won’t see it anymore; The confession is as follows, those around him agreed and immersed in the ambush, tired of enduring disrespect because that little guy refuses to grow out of the individualistic bubble that protected him, someone smarter than you must arrive, but I protect you and thus bury the ashes of the wayward. But I have already consummated the resentment, the axis cannot be returned to a favorable space of retreat, if we knew how to travel to the past, we would spend it erasing the indelible, disdainful faces, hurtful messages, arguments and crazy conflicts, realizing the stubbornness of showing the Others are inferior and prove their mistakes; Perhaps Ranulf deserved those nicknames of apprenticeships because he was stiff, or he would be denied the chance to redeem himself by perpetuating probity. It is favorable to discover if Fredy is so efficient in resisting his own bastards, in view of the mistaken concepts of serenity, compassion, introversion, benevolence, against irritability, vivacity, vehemence or bellicosity, I discover then I am a newcomer, I do not know, I cling to the sound of the starting bell curl so I knew the abusers would wait for me, the insults, the laughter bills said to my name, the soda was thrown at me staining my uniform, the hair or sponge they pulled me, the hit received on the face as a surgery for being too stubborn or on the back for its convex shape or my voice of fine hearing, although I know, I selected a spiteful ending, although I know, I would carry out my most twisted machinations if I had the opportunity, although is, to the protagonists could sit and talk with a drink taste bitter, pushing aside the harshness, signs characteristic of puberty, I incline to give him his due, not the motivating impulses or I do the distended or, recognize them break his head with any object around or yelling my collection of witty insults showing I’m not as puny as then, all these I hated to be the cotton ball in the false profile woven for me.
Ranulf fructified Fredy’s shock, lit the penetrating message neon sign – hell of injury – the missing lunge, one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine and ten, he simply imposed a parallel arbitration or superior to the crime committed, bringing together those others affected by the contumelious; pressing the colorful button panel burned a piece of skin, a reciprocal merchandise that he described was part of the outburst. At seven o’clock the patrolman was combing the area, at first he did not worry, the man would attend similar to other drunks on thirty-seventh avenue near Jones Park in Vancouver, Canada, in that examination he noticed the smoke of barbecue stench and called the service emergency.
Way to the Hospital General in Vancouver, and if he would run into Ranulfo, if you submit your feet repetitive or if he was sated the appetite of revenge, with a lump in throat cried out for help – please help me DUNN, G. – I saw the paramedic’s lapel – oh Lord! Why did they help him and not me? – The paramedic barely raised his right hand in his – easy friend, you’ll be fine – the pain being audible – you’ll have to hold on hard if you want to continue living-
– Would you confront your abuser? -I interviewed agitated-
– If your heart rate drops I will answer you – Fredy concentrated and when he relaxed he asked again – it seems that he received a beating, just continue… I received a run over last week, he was the popular one in the class he hit me without fail; I treated him as I’m doing with you or anyone else who sets up my ambulance.
– I’m a puncher…
– Do you regret it?
– I have so many whys.
– I don’t know if it was a yes, if so, it’s a fresh start…
Ranulf worked in that precise hospital, repairing the analysis equipment. I cannot say that he could not know that Fred was admitted there, because he saw the hospital logo when he was transferred and the patient database. Who is right?
– Hi Fredy…
– Who you are? What do you want? –I was experiencing alarming hallucinations –
– Does my voice sound incomparable on the phone?
– Nurse! Nurse! – If you tell me, how can I help you? – Get this guy out of my room.
– Good morning Candance, I have little to finish reviewing this equipment, I promise not to disturb the patient.
– Mr. Ranulf does his routine checkup soon retires, is right?
– Well… -I accept reluctantly-
– Press the attention button whenever you want, with permission. At two o’clock I will change your bandages again.
– Who is guilty?
– Who is right?
– Pay your expenses at the hospital.
– Very naive Ranulfo, do you also donate funds to charity?
– You hate me…
– I love you… -he pointedly stated creating a heart with his hands-
– Nobody put a finger on you Fredy, you just fainted – I walk to the medical report at the foot of the bed and extended it to the bedridden – check it…
– Diagnosis: man entered the emergency room at seven thirty to meridian, male subject forty-five years and perfect condition n health. Tendencies to experience pain refer to Doctor Podeswa Bern specialist in clinical psychology, bruises generated by the patient, analyze possible development of hypochondria. Acute stress disorder in response to a terrifying event… impossible… -the legitimate one said … Diagnosis: man admitted to the emergency room at seven thirty before the meridian, a forty-five-year-old male with third degree burns on his knees, tendons, knuckles; almost seventy percent of the body in second degree; loss of vision in the left eye. Tendencies to experience pain refer to Doctor Podeswa Bern specialist in clinical psychology, bruises generated by the patient, analyze possible development of hypochondria. Acute stress disorder in response to frightening event-
– After the accidental electrocution, you will remember rainwater leaked into the cabin, you rambled, said nonsense, you asked me for forgiveness and compassion.
– Do you want to know if I was conscious?
– Does that matter?
– To me if… Excuse me Ranulf… honestly… I will leave without saying fate and I will not hinder anyone… that will do… -that was not possible for him to remain as a helpless child standing on charity- I experienced your sufferings in the trance -she wrinkled physiognomy because he felt it in the unfathomable well of completeness – believe it, please… it was real… -he approached giving him a brotherly hug-
– I have missed the date on which Fred pardoned you, I loved to hear from you, that’s all – he smiled behind him, ecstatic in delight-
The raw wounds are rubbed daily repeating themselves until the relatively healthy skin because then it looks like a Picasso painting or that persistence of Dalí’s memory, an indescribable procedure, there I was pretending to fix a power button, Ranulfo, he changes roles, each time I pressed it, the hidden nightmares were reviewed, the splendid gray button and the half expression.
– You have the ability to identify your attacker.
– Yes, yes, yes! It’s him – pointing to the electrician – Downs, it’s Downs.
– We can accompany sir… -were to the lounge of nurses residents- W HAT or NDE was two weeks ago Mr. Downs?
– I was on duty, repairing the engine of one of the ambulances.
– Was someone else with you?
– Paramedic Glass Dunn.
– Is it true sir?
– No, it’s not the truth, agents, “he said, pouring himself a cup of coffee,” he burned it with a remote control for revenge or something else.
– He is willing to testify.
– Yes.
– How do you know is the mastermind? –Asked agent Thompson-
– I have the recording of the torture; Ranulf showed it to me nine days ago in the cafeteria.
If he was expected to give him away, he would have done it instead; if he escaped from prison of shame innocently wanted a third the serve, helping him to loosening the s clamps on his wrists, the passerby solve if deposed released or kept walking impugning be cofrade of Randa. He was released due to lack of evidence and the proven fourth; tape that night showed him underneath the ambulance repairing the brakes. Glass was saved by inventing his partner Ranulf was the hacker of his communication by transferring that viral audio to him, doubly dodging that dangerous friendship and conspiracy.
It is in that school visit – with the purpose of giving encouragement to the violated fellow student – is where Ranulf resolved to consummate his plans, immobile by terror, he saw the bully imitate the painful scene of disgrace, he grabbed the mop of the assistant of cleaning and perched on the operating room stool, behind the visitors, hidden and visible where his wreck could see him, inserting and removing the wooden stick between his thumb and index finger, shaking his tongue. A phenomenal insult. Others immersed in out of the way, the noblest aspect of education, extending the banner and inflating balloons prayers fawning – Recover friend Dunn Glass, did not conceive the idea of living to tell these scourges and kept lucid, nerdy showed Confession in the cafeteria, with the help of headphones I keep silent, the normal thing in hospitals.
– It was you, deformed spawn – I corner him threateningly-
– Uy! I get scared, half crazy decrepit old woman!
– Complete; believe me my son will do the same and will despotic, I swear by this handful of crosses, I’ll pull up parsimonious to the lay to rest.
Thus Ranulf survived, wrapping the horrors out, building cobwebs, no one could break a thread of his net. It is thoughtful to invent alternatives of escape to the prey, to rock it and wrap it with slime edges, mummified cramps the results of relationships. The intestines are cleaned, it is the purpose, to wash the sordid of the entrails by introducing water through the waste channel, and it gives lightness to dismiss what no longer contributes anything.
At the end of the bullfight you weren’t so strong, matador, the dying bull in the ring struck back.
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